have you ever thought when you were close to one but yet still far?
is it an illusion?
or is it just an assumption?
but maybe you just wanna be close but yet ultimately not.
it feels SHITY. yes.
sometimes you thought you have and is in the circle of trust.
but yet. you are outside the door.
time. maybe in time to come, you might be invited in.
yearn for the day to be accepted.
till that, you will still strive for that ’status’.
or you might wanna rethink are you all that important and if its meant to be yours?
as they always say,
it takes 2 hands to clap.
these are the days we play the role of an extras.
till we are the starring leads.